exploding

it is like, in the next few minutes my head would explode and then everthing is over.

i´m not really happy with my life at the moment.

stress.

today is the last day i have to give up the form for getting the exam of my apprenticeship.

i do really have fear about exams

but i have take it so i can leave the firm here ( where i am really quite not happy)

i dont really know if i would do this job later but so i have something in my hands

my head hurts so bad and there is so much to do for today

in this moment i am really pissed off...

i just dont feel very well and everthing of my body hurts 

my boss is sitting in front of me an d is reading some magazines about money. I dont realy have something to do. But he is treading me to help him after my regular working time to help him with a frontscreen of a car.

Already yesterday he came along with those shit! and i had to work till half past seven...

But i want to go with my mother and my sister today :( 

And after that i would like to drive home do some sports, take a shower and go to bed because i feel like a piece of shit. 

next week i have to gool to school -.-

i dont like school very much but i think i will get that week in anyway. 

 so thats it for the moment..

hope tomorrow would be a better day 

# just exiting....

I cant explain how much i hate some people,

okay i have to say i doesnt hate people i only hate my boss. 

it is just because he is not fair to me. i am in my practical training and every mistake i do 

he is in such a bad temper i hate it to learn in his firm but what shuld i do? 

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never the less  we plan a christmas party for all our holliday kids. 

that would be fun :)

yesterday i wrote the invitations and today i get them to the postoffice. 

my boyfriend gets better even when i think it could be much better with his back but it is ok he can already move. 

so that is all for the moment maybe later something comes in my mind again than i will post it ;) 

bye bye

#2//

illnesses :( 

i have no idea why but it seems like nowaday everybody in my relations is ill...

i think its the bad weather i have a cold, too. since last thursday but i have to go to work >_<

it is depressing. 

here are some pictures from last octobre i took while walking around with my lovely dog 

there is no question it was much better than these year 

 

it was a beautiful day. 

i can remember that was full of good attentions what is really good for me because mostly i got bad thoughts in my mind and that is not really goog for people who are around me because they dont understand me. 

Hello everybody!

I just searched for a place to post my pictures and maybe tell a little story with them. 

My name is Fränze, i am a normal girl, i have a normal job, i live a normal live but sometimes but sometime there a kind of chaos and then my normal life turns into something special...

This is me and me and my only one :D

his name is EDDY

#1// 

Oh yes! Today I start the makeover of my boyfriends room. Im so happy about that because now it is so cold und unfriendly but i think it would be very nice when i´m ready. 

Nevertheless i am very excited about that and i will post a picture if im ready with it. 

So I hope that this day will go on by soon till it is five o´clock in the afternoon and i can sit in my little car, drive home and the mission "make the room nicer"

The problem is i have a realy bad cold and have to sit here at work and the time is standing still and my konzentration is far far away. 

So i decided to make an new blog. 

One who is not anonymes and one where i can speak directly about everything. 

So that´s the plan ans i hope it would be working 

me and my horse Gloria

i love her so much <3